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I didn't wanna write a whole reporter (cuz i've been down in the dumps writing wise) but then I remembered by beloved #scribbles tag so heres like 2.4k of rambling. enjoyyyyy.
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Aug. 1st, 2025 01:16 pmtrying to build a pc makes me feel so crazy. ive been wanting to do it for years now. but i wanna understand and say why and what pieces i bought. i dont just wanna follow some parts list that someone made for me. i dunno how to ask the questions that i need answers too. GYAHHHH IM SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!! like what specs and why. how do you pick. how do you understand this. i wanna build a rig for gaming, streaming, and maybeeeee vtubing? or hell i wanna try my hand at blender too. HOW DO I PICK T_T
amd vs intel (leaning towards amd) dksndksjsosjdkdjdj
i dont wanna watch videos (id prefer to read guides) but im at the point where i just dont know anymore. none of the guides are telling me what i need to know to make a decision. sigh. the tribulations of being a ridiculous person <3
amd vs intel (leaning towards amd) dksndksjsosjdkdjdj
i dont wanna watch videos (id prefer to read guides) but im at the point where i just dont know anymore. none of the guides are telling me what i need to know to make a decision. sigh. the tribulations of being a ridiculous person <3
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Jul. 26th, 2025 09:22 pmi have a draft of biweekly reporter but everything about it feels so stilted and weird... writing has been hard lately!!! i dont think i've put much effort into doing much of anything the last couple weeks and the second page of reporter feels so.... unpolished? i have ideas n things for posting but blagh... maybe im trying too hard? maybe im not trying hard enough? whats the balance?.. maybe i'll push to finish up reporter anyway... try to get my writing groove back....
kinda feel like i need to do some maintenance stuff before writing will come easy again... set some goals, talk about my frustrations, get some life admin out of the way... sigh. what to do, what to do....
edit, 9:29pm: HAHAHA, seconds after i post this, i check twitter and see this tweet:
"if you want your life full of more of the things you want, you should be willing to do those things imperfectly but frequently"
so I'll go and finish up my stilted and weird biweekly reporter now. thanks universe.
kinda feel like i need to do some maintenance stuff before writing will come easy again... set some goals, talk about my frustrations, get some life admin out of the way... sigh. what to do, what to do....
edit, 9:29pm: HAHAHA, seconds after i post this, i check twitter and see this tweet:
"if you want your life full of more of the things you want, you should be willing to do those things imperfectly but frequently"
so I'll go and finish up my stilted and weird biweekly reporter now. thanks universe.
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Mar. 17th, 2025 07:07 pmnot paying attention in class.. wanna write instead...
i havent posted much bc i want to make these fancy writing ideas but im a little daunted by them... need to just get back into yap style writing here... AND work on other stuff on the side... are we due to a catch up style post perhaps?
i havent posted much bc i want to make these fancy writing ideas but im a little daunted by them... need to just get back into yap style writing here... AND work on other stuff on the side... are we due to a catch up style post perhaps?
