not feelin too hot B( mini 1000 finale
Sep. 5th, 2024 07:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zoomieyofelt pretty tired this morning when I woke up and just had an okay workout today. probably about 70% effort honestly? I have a weird pain in my neck now too. we slept in much later than usual but still made it to the gym at least. when we came home afterward, I just felt pretty low which persisted through much of the day. might have to have an early tonight.. its probably what I need.. just get some rest and take it easy. since this feeling persisted, I figure I might as well write and at least do something kinda fun. I'd like to play some stardew valley too but I'm not gonna push too hard.
sitting at my desk currently and feeling pretty tired.. a soreness in my shoulder, my eyelids are pretty heavy and I'm just overall weary! a bath would be nice honestly but I can't be bothered to get up and run it. plus all the additional skincare for it afterward to maximize the soak.. guah. I do want to sit and write though. I've been really enjoying taking the time to sit and type up whatever I want.
had a convo with a coworker of mine, who I consider a friend, talking about creating an identity/brand.. and I keep looking around my room at all the little projects and feel proud and excited for what I can create. a little guilty I haven't been creating as much, but there is time. and I will actually make time for it now.
so speaking of, I was talking the other day about not having a desk lamp. and would you know it, the canvas lamps are on an overstock sale right now.. I'm not particularly like "I need the canvas lamp specifically," but it has been something I wanted to consider getting. I don't necessarily need the phone attachment option, I just like the idea of an adjustable arm lamp.. I'm sure there's cheaper ones, I just happened to see the ad for it and thought, huh. lots of messages from the universe.
speaking of, messages from the universe have been coming in a lot for me. got the callback I was hoping for yesterday since I dressed up, seeing ads for stuff I want and stuff going on sale that I've thought about adding to my wishlist, angel numbers galore. hm. lost my train of thought- there was more to say but I'll let it go for now.
I'm developing another little clothes mountain that I've started to move between chair and bed during the day.. its a couple of jackets that dont have designated homes, and some work clothes that aren't really dirty per say, but I already wore them this week so they aren't exactly clean. I don't know what to do with clothes like this.
man.. I am ready for bed. I don't feel like I have much to say tonight, but I definitely wanted to talk about stuff earlier today... hm.
been thinking about that big pot since I saw it yesterday so I signed up for another round of pottery class. I'm excited to get back into the studio.. I'm bummed by the fact I didn't get to go to open studio much. but its gonna be okay! I'm signed up and looking forward to this class cycle :)
waffling a lot on joining the dating apps.. part of me wants to work on myself some more before putting myself back out there, but another part of me knows I won't really grow unless I make an effort to meet new people. I'm just not sure that it needs to be romantic? maybe I just need some more friends? make some effort to actually talk to people online and develop those relationships? over on twitter, I follow a lot of people in what they dub as "tpot." I'm on the fringes of it, following some people whose thoughts I enjoy reading or whatever essay they turn it into. I just happened to stumble onto one person who made a little dating site for that sphere called cuties app.. I already have a profile on there, its just not filled out or even available. I kinda feel like a poser on it? anyway, I was trying to explain this to my friend and just realized how weird and convoluted and unexplainable I felt about being on the dating apps again.. what do I even want from it really? I don't know! so I don't feel like... its good for me right now? would I just use it to run away?
got distracted looking for something on twitter but couldn't find it. put my headphones on to help me focus.. sitting with my legs crossed or tucked under me but they keep falling asleep... deleted all this, checked word count (739) and then was like.. ok it can stay..
when I sat down to start typing, I told myself to do stream of consciousness until it lost its luster and then we would figure out what to do next.. maybe move back into paper? maybe try and do essays instead?
I think after I hit my word count, I'll try and tackle the clothes pile so I don't have to do it over the weekend. I wanna curl up in bed already.. but there's still some stuff that requires my attention and if I just leave it, I'll be unhappy with myself later.
I feel content and happy but worn out. one of those days that felt really long. I told a couple of my coworkers that I didn't feel to hot- not physically but emotionally? just a general big sigh kind of feeling. at least it's friday tomorrow! I think I'll do jeans and a blazer kind of look for work :)
really want to do a flat lay of all my art toys and all the little accessories I have.. I feel like it would be a fun thing for the toybox post/page.. talked about maybe buying the .studio domain for my site.. gah! I want to have a fun little online store!! I wanna make more stuff!! I wanna have fun!! but I really think I need to focus on getting some rest and building really good structural support habits. feeling like I'm actually starting to figure things out instead of just being confused and unsure.. I feel better now that I've written.. still ready for bed though..
just found out that fall mini ended on september second... I guess we can call this catching up.. this would be #5 to correlate with the mini schedule.. I knew I was a couple days late (it started on aug 29th this year) but I also thought it was 7 days.. so I was still playing catch up haha!
sitting at my desk currently and feeling pretty tired.. a soreness in my shoulder, my eyelids are pretty heavy and I'm just overall weary! a bath would be nice honestly but I can't be bothered to get up and run it. plus all the additional skincare for it afterward to maximize the soak.. guah. I do want to sit and write though. I've been really enjoying taking the time to sit and type up whatever I want.
had a convo with a coworker of mine, who I consider a friend, talking about creating an identity/brand.. and I keep looking around my room at all the little projects and feel proud and excited for what I can create. a little guilty I haven't been creating as much, but there is time. and I will actually make time for it now.
so speaking of, I was talking the other day about not having a desk lamp. and would you know it, the canvas lamps are on an overstock sale right now.. I'm not particularly like "I need the canvas lamp specifically," but it has been something I wanted to consider getting. I don't necessarily need the phone attachment option, I just like the idea of an adjustable arm lamp.. I'm sure there's cheaper ones, I just happened to see the ad for it and thought, huh. lots of messages from the universe.
speaking of, messages from the universe have been coming in a lot for me. got the callback I was hoping for yesterday since I dressed up, seeing ads for stuff I want and stuff going on sale that I've thought about adding to my wishlist, angel numbers galore. hm. lost my train of thought- there was more to say but I'll let it go for now.
I'm developing another little clothes mountain that I've started to move between chair and bed during the day.. its a couple of jackets that dont have designated homes, and some work clothes that aren't really dirty per say, but I already wore them this week so they aren't exactly clean. I don't know what to do with clothes like this.
man.. I am ready for bed. I don't feel like I have much to say tonight, but I definitely wanted to talk about stuff earlier today... hm.
been thinking about that big pot since I saw it yesterday so I signed up for another round of pottery class. I'm excited to get back into the studio.. I'm bummed by the fact I didn't get to go to open studio much. but its gonna be okay! I'm signed up and looking forward to this class cycle :)
waffling a lot on joining the dating apps.. part of me wants to work on myself some more before putting myself back out there, but another part of me knows I won't really grow unless I make an effort to meet new people. I'm just not sure that it needs to be romantic? maybe I just need some more friends? make some effort to actually talk to people online and develop those relationships? over on twitter, I follow a lot of people in what they dub as "tpot." I'm on the fringes of it, following some people whose thoughts I enjoy reading or whatever essay they turn it into. I just happened to stumble onto one person who made a little dating site for that sphere called cuties app.. I already have a profile on there, its just not filled out or even available. I kinda feel like a poser on it? anyway, I was trying to explain this to my friend and just realized how weird and convoluted and unexplainable I felt about being on the dating apps again.. what do I even want from it really? I don't know! so I don't feel like... its good for me right now? would I just use it to run away?
got distracted looking for something on twitter but couldn't find it. put my headphones on to help me focus.. sitting with my legs crossed or tucked under me but they keep falling asleep... deleted all this, checked word count (739) and then was like.. ok it can stay..
when I sat down to start typing, I told myself to do stream of consciousness until it lost its luster and then we would figure out what to do next.. maybe move back into paper? maybe try and do essays instead?
I think after I hit my word count, I'll try and tackle the clothes pile so I don't have to do it over the weekend. I wanna curl up in bed already.. but there's still some stuff that requires my attention and if I just leave it, I'll be unhappy with myself later.
I feel content and happy but worn out. one of those days that felt really long. I told a couple of my coworkers that I didn't feel to hot- not physically but emotionally? just a general big sigh kind of feeling. at least it's friday tomorrow! I think I'll do jeans and a blazer kind of look for work :)
really want to do a flat lay of all my art toys and all the little accessories I have.. I feel like it would be a fun thing for the toybox post/page.. talked about maybe buying the .studio domain for my site.. gah! I want to have a fun little online store!! I wanna make more stuff!! I wanna have fun!! but I really think I need to focus on getting some rest and building really good structural support habits. feeling like I'm actually starting to figure things out instead of just being confused and unsure.. I feel better now that I've written.. still ready for bed though..
just found out that fall mini ended on september second... I guess we can call this catching up.. this would be #5 to correlate with the mini schedule.. I knew I was a couple days late (it started on aug 29th this year) but I also thought it was 7 days.. so I was still playing catch up haha!
